Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Thoughts for the day

Every time I turn on the news in the common room or pick up a newspaper, there's always a story about sexual abuse in churches. The people at school haven't noticed how tightly I clench my fists yet. I'm hoping they won't.

Kallie is the coolest person I've ever met. She never invalidates me or makes me feel bad. She's always absolutely amazing to me. I've never once felt as bad around her as I used to when I was bickering with Jack and Beth. They found it fun, but I hated it.

I don't think I'm in love with Jack anymore, but I can't pluck up the courage to tell him. I know that he's going to be mad.

I had my first kiss with a girl yesterday. I was really careful not to squash her tummy. It was wonderful. It was everything I imagined a real kiss was going to be and more - which neither my first kiss nor my first kiss with Jack was.

And I found out that the girl who I kissed loves me too.

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